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| [1]
You look at me expectingly, asking for a why.
And as I look back I feel ashamed, melodramatic.
Becuase I know there's nothing i could say that could be good enough.
[2]
It's seems everyone knows but you.
'Cause when i say your name, it's like saying
I Love you.
And when I hug you, it's like saying
I Need You.
Why won't you fukking listen?
[3]
The things I hear about this girl;
Hurt me more than anyone.
Dirty whore.
Ugly bitch.
And if you can see beauty in her,
I wonder why you can't see beauty in me.
[4]
I'm not sure about a lot of things.
If you think about me.
Care about me.
Like me.
If I'll be able to stand one more second beside you and not tell you how i really feel.
That I'd rather cut off my own tongue than see her's down your throat again,
And that it should have been my hand you were holding for the fukking world to see.
I'm not sure if I can keep my sanity around you.
I wish you'd prove me wrong.
[5]
I can't help feeling like one of those crazy stalker bitches who write Mrs. So-and-So in their diaries inside of hearts. But hey, you just bring out the crazy stalker bitch in me.
[6]
With the lights out, it's less dangerous.
Here we are now, entertain us.
I feel stupid and contagious.
Here we are now, entertain us.
A mulatto, an albino.
A mosquito, my Libido.
♥
Smells Like Teen Spirit + Nirvana | | |
| 'K. SO I'M BACK!!!!!
[1]
& they took her bullshitt.
Because saying "I don't belive you"
Would mean they gave a damn.
[2]
It would be fairly acceptable if putting I pomise at the end of everything make people do what they say. But it won't. So your words, are just empty to me.
[3]
It's funny how sometimes strangers seem to know more about you than people you've known your whole life. Often, it's the people who know you the longset that can't get past the superficial.
[4]
I wouldn't blame you if it wasn't your fault.
& I wouldn't yell at you if you didn't deserve it.
So I wouldn't kiss you if I didn't love you.
[5]
Lipstick has a way of leaving more than just a mark on my sheets,
Coloring my senses cherry red; at least for this week.
Kisses under starry night skies, talked about in song,
We play along,
So bitter sweet by our design.
I'm sick and tired of writing songs about you,
This is it, this is the end.
♥
The Girl's A Straight-Up Hustler + All Time Low
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ say you love me???? ♥ | | |
| [1]
You cut like you've got something to lose.
Come over here and I'll show you
What real damage looks like.
[2]
We'll coordinate our watches to the time we make our wishes.
We'll coordinate our lives to when they never come true.
[3]
You look back on the memories and think,
"Who was I kidding?"
But in the moment, didn't you have the time of your life?
[4]
& just because when he left it turned you world upside-down doesn't mean he was what kept you stable. No, I'm thinkin' maybe your world was upside-down while he was there.
[5]
Yea, I think I can manage without you.
Take breaths,
Get out of bed without you.
Keep my skin scar-free,
My system drug-free without you.
But I can't tolerate my reflection without you.
Listen to the radio without you,
Or be one of those love-struck teenagers without you.
Yea, I think I can manage without you,
But I never said I'd be happy without you.
[6]
This picture looks photo-shopped,
But I swear those smiles on our faces are real.
What happened to those happy teenagers with everything to lose?
Hand-holding and baby voices?
What happened to us.
[7]
Love me or hate me,
Still an obsession.
Love me or hate me,
That is the question.
If you love me then, thank you.
If you hate me then, fukk you.
♥
Love Me or Hate Me + Lady Sovereign
iconly creddit is due...
yess suuh! uuuuh-huuuu
GOODBYE
it's been fun, yea?
---editt---
oh yea....
don't jock motherfukkers
---editteditt---
just in case you were utterly, and totally confused. uhm...
I QUIT | | |
| 1 more comment. just one more.
i just want to update. i love doing this, i truly do. it's my expression of parts of my personality i choose not to show.
but if i don't get that one comment [from who, i don't care] by 4:40pm today, i'm ditchin' this bitch. so you choose.
*oh-so-shamelss | | |
| [1]
My fragile heart,
I know I've promised to put you back together part-by-part.
& the promises, they always end with "after this boy..."
But I know the cracks are getting deeper,
& my resolve is getting weaker.
The boys are getting crueler,
& they say I'm getting cheaper.
But I know he's the one, it'll work out alright.
I'm crossing my heart, and hoping to die.
[2]
& I think we fail to comprehend that it's not all about right now.
There's a little bit of tomorrow mixed in too,
& maybe I see some 10 years from now...
[3]
I smile to make you happy.
I laugh so you think you're funny.
I cry for you to comfort me.
& I cut to make sure I still have real feelings.
[4]
Maybe I am inadequate.
Maybe I'm not up to par.
& maybe, just maybe, you're just an asshole.
[5]
I have my favorite passage in my head,
My bible in the drawer.
But my body's saying yes,
& I hear no one saying no.
He whispers in my ear,
"No one'll ever know"
[6]
To the love, I left my conscience pressed
Between the pages of the bible in the drawer
"What did it ever do for me?", I say.
It never calls me when I'm down.
& love never wanted me.
But I took it anyway.
♥
XO + Fall Out Boy
[7]
I blame it on the rock & roll.
creditt:
hells yea i used her again. she's kick ass.
*oh-so-shameless
[so. yea. i did what i said i was going to do. 4 comments or no update. so if you wanna another update, you better comment dammnit.]
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